I arrived here in manila some 4 years ago. We moved from Scarborough, Toronto, Canada to Quezon City here in Manila. Since I don’t look all too pinoy, a lot of people ask if im fil-am or sumthin, I try to tell them that im fil-canadian, but all they say is “ah, pareho lang yun..” since im also getting tired of explaining that its totally not the same, I just say yes whenever im asked of the same question. So from that day on, I was fondly called by the neighbors as “amboy”. I had my younger sister and brother with me and my mom here, but since they don’t go out that much, the neighbors don’t know them as much as they knew me.Im the boy-next-door type, I like to go cycling around the blocks, or walking our Dalmatian or sometimes even both at the same time. I kinda noticed how the neighbors’ “household helpers” look (stare) at me whenever I move around the village. But I just brush it off since I think they just act like that since I’m new to the place and I thought they would have the same treatment to anyone new. I cycle or walk the dog around 4-5 pm, just when the sun is almost down, it’s not hot and it’s nice to just move around. I’m also amazed how all the maids do their daily leaves-sweeping at the same time. You see everything nice at the village at this time, kids playing pinoy street games, yoyos, and badminton. Drivers usually wash the cars too at this time.I’m kinda amazed with the hospitality of pinoys, a couple of neighbors went to our place to offer us something, whether another ulam for dinner or a snack to get by, I guess this is some kid of housewarming. One time, the Chua’s dropped by, they gave adobo, which was my ultimate fave even back in Canada, since my pinoy dad loves to cook it. My mom introduced us to the couple and their daughter.“Carlo, Nicole!! We have neighbors!”Nikki, my sister and I rushed down the stairs excited to see some new faces. The woman had her daughter with them. She was really pretty. Her name was Gina. “Hello po..” Nikki and I grunted since we were kinda uncomfortable with the neighbors. “Wow, they know how to speak Tagalog ha” Tita Cherry said.“Yeah, their dad is pinoy, and he taught them how to speak some tagalog phrases they could use back here” my mom answeredAs usual, some questions were asked back and forth between the family members. “So where will the kinds study?”“I’m still not sure, u have any idea?”“Well, Gina goes to Poveda and Gerald is graduating from LSGH”“Gerald? Who’s he?” my mom asked.“He’s my eldest, he’s just home, he’s not very friendly, so we just let him be”I was kinda intrigued with how Gerald looks, but I didn’t dwell on that too much. One afternoon, while I was doing the usual cycling, I noticed this kinda cute guy, I couldn’t stare at him coz I think he might be notice it. He was opening the gates of their house. He doesn’t look like a house-boy since he was of the Chinese race and he didn’t look like it. I had a few laps around the block still puzzled with who this cute guy is. Returning to the cute guy, he was now topless, just in nice pair of green shorts and washing a car, I guess it’s his. He was around 5’10, Chinese, looks like a mixture of Joseph Yeo of DLSU, Gec Chia of Ateneo and Ken of F4. He was damn hot, I can see how his abs are sculptured. Ang sexy nya grabe, ok ang form ng chest and abs nya. From my guess, he was around 21. I couldn’t sleep easily that night, inisip ko talaga who the guy was, I would love to know him, if ever boy man sya ng neighbor, ill try to pirate him and let him do the dirty work of the house. I would love to see that.. hehe Mejo matagal ko rin siyang crush, he is in my fantasies at night, I even remember jacking off thinking of him. Mejo inggit ako sa figure niya, so I started working out with the house exercise machines, since I don’t like going to the gym, feeling ko kasi im too payat and might get intimidated. 1 month na din akong nagwo-work out at home, I’d say ok naman na yung body ko, but compaered to him, siguro I need more pa. I walked the Dalmatian one time, and heard some neighbors talk about me, they don’t see me around na daw, eh syempre I work out nalang at home eh, treadmill nalang that walk. But the dog needs some walking din and hindi pwede sa loob ng gym-room. I heard them whisper stuff about me, im kinda flattered with what they said, but what got my attention was when one asked the other “So sino mas crush mo, si Carlo o si Gerry?”. Now that’s intriguing, sino si Gerry? Cute kaya siya? I should know. That same afternoon, I took the dog home na and decided to do some more laps, upon returning to our street, nakita ko ulet si CUTIE neighbor, deep inside, sino kaya tong tang-*nang to? Ang gwapo talaga eh, da f*ck! He was with 2 other friends shooting some hoops. I know I had to make a move. When he was about to shoot the ball na, palapit nako sa court, then I kinda whispered, “nice shot!” di masyadong malakas, just enough for him to hear it. And I think he did.“Dude, wanna join?” (Shit! Success!! He’s now asking me..)“Oo nga tol, Sali ka, kulang kami ng isa eh” the other guy said“Tol, amboy yan, di yata marunong magtagalog..” (Oh shit, he knows me!! Why kaya?)“I understand naman tagalog, di lang ako magaling when I speak the language” I said“Ok, Joel, kampi tayo! Marc, kampi mo si..” Mejo nalito siya, so he asked “Dude, di ba Benj ka?”“Call me Carlo, Benj is a school name eh, sa house, Carlo ako.” I was surprised how come he knows who I am.“Sige, kampi tayo Gerry” Joel shoutedWhat the f*ck, this is Gerry? That’s his name?! Now I know why the maids are going gaga over him!! Whatta hunk!! Al these I said to myself. The basketball was perfect, at least for me, I was kinda nervous at first since filpinos play basketball too different eh, and I noticed that. I got to guard Gerry all this time. He offered me to drink sa bottle that he used, mejo hesitant ako, but then again, ayos na yon, maybe that’s the closest I could have di ba?! “Nice defense!” He said. Di lang niya alam mina-maniac ko na siya!! Hehe “You Americans play basketball differently ha.”“I’m half Canadian, not American”“O, sorry ha, di ko alam eh, everyone calls you amboy eh”“Nah! It’s ok, sanay nako eh.” Joel and Marc live the street next to ours. Gerry and I Walked together since tabi lang houses namin. Surprised ako when I saw Gina come out of their gate. Holy shit!! House ni Gina yan? So that means, si Gerry na long-time crush ko and si Gerald na brother ni Gina is the same person? Kewlness!! I knew it was gonna be a long month of May for me. That was the start of a really nice friendship. Since it was summer, all I had to do all day was sleep late, wake up late, play around and gimmicks on weekends. But all that changed when I met Gerry. Seldom nako lumalabas, pati dog namin, si yaya nlang nagwa-walk. Madalas kasi ako invite ni Gerry sa house nila for playstation 2 and pc games, we love playing kasi eh, little did he know na while his eyes are glued to the TV screen or monitor ng PC, busy din ako nakamonitor sa crotch niya.. I never thought of sucking a guy, I just thought it would be nice seeing his since he had a nice physique naman eh. Naging constant phone buddy ko din si Gerry, we talk about anything, from bikes to cars to magic cards to basketball and kung ano pang guy stuff. Lakers kse kmi pareho. Minsan nga, he walks with me and the dog around the village eh, I could just imagine yung mga maids when they see us. Hehe we were sobrang bestfriends na nga eh, better than Colin, my best friend from Toronto. One night, Gerry called me, he asked if I could go sa house nila. “Dude, I’m eating kasi eh, why? What’s up ba?” I asked“Hindi, wala lang, just thought maybe you could accompany me here sa bahay eh.” Ako pa? Of course I will, di lang niya alam.“Sige, ill just finish my dinner, punta na ko dyan.” And so I did. He opened the gate for me, tulog na yata maid nila. He was in his usual white pambahay shirt, shorts and basketball cap. Lahat NIKE, even his slippers, sobrang sporty talaga.“Ano gusto mo? Kuha ka lang sa ref ha”, sabi ko “its ok, diba kaka-kain ko lang?”“oo nga pala, I forgot eh, sad kasi ako”“Why naman? And bakit alone ka? Asan sila?” I noticed he was alone the house, tapos we went in his room, I sat sa bed nya, and then he followed, sitting next to me.“Ewan, ay party si mommy, over time si daddy and sleepover yata si Gina, labo nilang lahat!” he went to the ref and got 2 bottles of beer“Di ba usually you like it when you’re alone? Kasi ayaw mo ng pakialamero”“Pero iba today eh, di nga ako lumabas di ba?”“Yeah, I noticed, di ka din nakita ng dog ko” (The truth is inantay ko siya talaga sa labas ng gate nila but nahiya ako to ring their door, baka isipan niya im looking for him)“Oo nga, bad trip kasi eh, wala man lang naka-remember” he handed one beer to me“Remember? Whats there to remember?”“Carlo, Birthday ko kasi..” he softly whispered, mejo naiiyak pa yata“uy Gerry, sorry ha, di kita na-greet”“Ok lang, di mo naman alam diba?”“Pero I should’ve known, friends tayo, but hindi ko alam when is your birthday..”“Nah, kaya nga I invited you here eh, para I’m not alone naman on this special day diba?! At least now, im with a special person”Mejo nagulat ako to what he said, but I have to react, so I said “Oo naman, bestfriend tayo eh, edi special!”His face kinda changed, from sad to confused.“So if hindi moko best friend, hindi ako special?” he asked“Dude, ang labo mo, I don’t get you.” I answered“Ewan, fuck!! Whats wrong with me?!” he grunted“Dude, I think you’re drunk, mejo you smell na din eh, you dunno what youre saying na.”“I know what I’m saying! All this time, bale wala pala ako sa’yo.”“Huh? Kaw ang malabo, di nga kita gets, what are you trying to say?”“Don’t tell me you don’t know”“What ba?” Mejo confused nako talaga at this point. Mejo gets ko what he’s trying to say, but I don’t want to jump to conclusions, baka mali ako, mapahiya pa. But when he’s about to cry, he spilled it out na din…“Carlo, im not sure if you’re numb or blind, all this time, I be friended you, almost everyday tayo magkasama, hindi mo parin ba naïf-feel?”I just stood there, trying to look confused para he’ll tell everything na..“Ever since you arrived here sa village, ive been doing everything to let you notice me, everything you do, alam ko, maybe you don’t notice that I see you when you walk your dog pag hapon. I even wash the car topless para lang you’ll notice me, pwede ko naman ipa-linis kay yaya yon eh, but all the sacrifices just for you. I even fight with my sister for the phone just to talk to you. Ano ka ba Carlo, I’ve been this stupid for you, and you won’t even notice?”I just stood there, I dunno where to start, I knew he was wrong with what he said, it was all misunderstanding, maybe we just don’t see how one notices the other, everything was in flashback motion, parang I remember pa the first time I saw him washing his car. I was just frozen in front of this guy who just exploded his heart with all his feelings for me, nahihiya nako to say the truth deep inside me, of how ko rin siya gusto. Pero hindi pa yata siya tapos magsalita…He tells me “So ganon lang? Wala kang masasabi? Well maybe it’s wrong for me to love you…” Then it hit me, he said too much wrong things about me… about us… it should stop here… Even before he finishes what he’s about to say, I grabbed his nape (batok) by my right hand, pulled him towards me. “Shut up and kiss me…” I mumbled. I could smell his fresh breath dahil sobrang lapit na niya. Nagulat yata siya and di makapag-react. Our lips touched na, iba yung feeling, his red this lips were grabbed by mine, its like his lower lips were in between mine, I started to suck his lower lip, masarap, I knew he was new to this, first time for him to kiss a guy. I has my first way before pa, so this wasn’t new to me. I kissed him back and forth, our heads were turning para mas intimate. He started to feel my tongue, it was touching his lips na din, he welcomed it with his tongue, sarap yung laway niya, sobrang fresh, parang bagong toothbrush, may minty taste.. weird nga coz I thought it would taste like beer. He grabbed me by the back and passionately kissed me while caressing my back. I kissed him while stroking his hair, we kissed for about 10 minutes. Wala kaming mustache pareho, so it was smooth, his kisses were a mixture of innocent but passionate. We would kiss na matindi then end it with several smaller kisses, I could even feel na our lips were sticking to each other, may mga saliva pa na nagstretch out, it was all damn good. I thought we had to move on after the kissing, so I had to initiate, I was feeling his crotch, he was hard, he wasn’t that big naman, around 5 I guess, but how it was trapped inside his undies, it was driving me crazy, parang I wanna put my hand in and pull it out. He took my hand and put it under his shirt, I knew what he wanted, so I started caressing his nipples, it was ok, not that big, it was getting hard by the minute. He moved one of his hands towards my crotch while the other was grabbing my asscheek. Kita ko nangigigil siya sa ass ko, he was grabbing it and it started to hurt. I took off his shirt and saw his awesome pecs. Nipples were pink, just to match his mestizo color. I moved my head towards his chest, I lick his left nipple while feeling the other, nice ang muscles nya, well formed, sporty talaga.. I guess hours in the gym pays off. He liked it, he moaned and his eyes were rolling, I knew how to drive Gerry crazy. Then I moved to feel his 6-pack with my tongue, it’s like my tongue was this little car strolling down these little streets in his abs. Ok ang cut ng abs niya, definitely better than my flat-abs lang. Just when I was about to take his shorts off, he grabbed my hand.“I wanna pleasure you tonight! All this time, I wanted to take that cock of yours in my mouth” Gulat ako how nasty he was, and that made me horny even more.So when he pulled my undies with his mouth, mejo surprised siya to see my 7-incher“tang ina, masarap to” I remember him murmurhe was feeling my dick even kanina pa, even when I was wearing my undies, he was licking it na, but I guess when it’s out in the open na, it just made him excited.I was sitting on his bed and he was kneeling down sa floor. He was looking at me, checking how I was reacting, but just by looking at this very hot guy suck dick, I cant explain the feeling. So I guess I looked horny to him. He licked my head, sucking some pre-cum that was on top of it, it was like cherry on top of an ice cream to him, what a way to start! He put the whole head in his mouth and played with the hole with his tongue. Mainet young mouth niya, and I liked it, then it stopped. I opened my eyes to check on him, I saw him get one Listerine Pocket Packs in his mouth, then came back on me..“Tang*na, sarap… F*ck!!” Feeling ko, I was saying all the bad words I could say, but no amount of bad words can counter the good feeling im having right now.He was sucking every inch of my cock, deep throat na.. ang lamig ng mouth nya, cool talaga, it made my whole body chill. This is unbelievable. He moved to my balls, licking it.“Sarap ng balls mo, smooth!!” he whisperedThen he singit ko naman ni-lick niya, he was sucking it like crazy, he was smelling my balls, coz he liked daw the smell of ballsweat. Ako din kasi eh, everytime ka-cambio ako, I tend to sniff my fingers, mejo addicting yung scent, its weird. I guess he like it too. I was moving very rough na sa bed, I can’t contain this anymore, we was doing this for almost 20 minutes na, moving from my cock, to my balls and back. I don’t like getting my asshole licked eh, I dunno, no feeling towards it, I guess that explains why am I still a virgin til this day.“Aaaahhh, Oooohhh” all I can hear was his sucking and my moaning, nothing else, it was like the world stopped just for us.I knew I was cumming, the veins around my cock were very visible na, the head of the dick turned from red to purplish red. Orgasm was on its way. I noticed Gerry was jerking himself while sucking me, his dick wasn’t as big as mine, but for a Chinese I guess it was fine. He had the body and the face naman eh. Just when im about to explode, my moans were getting louder and faster, hinihingal nako actually, even with the panting, sarap na sarap parin ako sa pag-suck ni Gerry, it was all too good to be true. “Fuck Gerry, im near… ahhhh, im cumming…”He just wouldn’t stop sucking, until my first burst was inside his mouth, then he took it out, and the following spurts were towards his face, his lips, nose and cheeks were full of white messy cum. He looks so nasty and malicious at that moment. It turned me on, so I had to pull him up and kiss him… yeah I guess it was kinda gross, but I didn’t care, masarap naman I guess yung cum ko, it was a bit sweet and salty, ewan, di ko ma-describe… but knowing it came from his mouth, nasarapan ako… his face was full of my love juice, he licked pa nga yung abot ng tongue niya eh, siguro nasarapan siya sa taste. He lie down next to me in his bed, he was still touching me, maybe he liked how I sculptured my body is just about 3 weeks time, but he had no idea how I worshipped his. We put on our undies and kissed a bit more, around 10 minutes more of kissing, matagal no rin siguro naming hinintay yung moment with each other. We talked about us, everything na we misunderstood at first. He actually thought it was sweet of me to fix up myself and impress him, but he was impressed na pala all this time. He had a thing kasi daw for tanned-mestizo, he doesn’t like the sobrang puti, or as he said, maputla… he like some color, sun-kissed daw kasi yung skin ko, and he liked that. For me, I’m into Chinese kasi, so I guess it was perfect for us. We slept na after the talk that we had, he sometimes steals kisses when I least expect it, may points na I was explaining how I was making him notice me, like walking the dog kahit sa harap lang ng house nila, he kissed me and said “Ang cute mo talaga!” which made me blush. I dunno, I guess im the humble type, thanks to my parents for it. I blush easily and gets kinda embarrassed when people tell me im cute or good-looking. But when they tell me I’m hot, not that’s bluffing. HeheWe slept together in his bedroom, I think magkaakap pa kami eh. The next thing I felt was he was trying to wake me up by kissing me sa cheeks, lips, nose, forehead. He was really makulet, it was weird that a buffed, 19 year old guy as hot as him was this sweet to someone like me. He invited me to eat breakfast with his family and himself. I agreed since I know his family well enough. “Carlo, I heard you spent the night here, and as I can see, Gerald and you are really close huh” his mom said I just nodded, she doesn’t know how close his son and I have been the night before. After the meal, we went back to his room and told me, “Carlo, thanks for making this the best birthday ever! You’re such a great person, I hope you know that” I was speechless as I see him getting emotional that early morning “Aalis kami today, I guess hindi talaga nila nakalimutan birthday ko, I think we’ll eat out and spend the whole day together, but no amount of family love can sum up to the one I felt last night” Gerald added. “Eh you mean a lot to me eh, so I guess there’s nothing bad about being you birthday present” I answered. “Yun na nga eh, you’re the best birthday gift I ever had, sana next year ulet.” “Gusto mo, next week eh” I said. After the incident, we tried to go out a lot but I guess I’m still more on my straight side. Gina and I became a couple after a month, and she became my first Filipino girlfriend. Gerald wasn’t talking to me, or even smiling at me, I know kung bakit ayaw niya ko pansinin, my fault naman eh. Since LSGH kami pareho, I see him around, but hindi niya talaga ako pinapansin. Mga 2 months din kaming stable ni Gina, then one time, guat ako nung pinansin ako ni Gerald, “Sup? Musta?” he asked me when I entered their house to pick up Gina, we talked a bit, tagal kasi magbihis ng GF ko, nakwento niya he had another guy incident daw, they became an item. “Pero until now, kaw parin gusto ko, sometimes nga, I imagine I can do what my sister does to you eh, I bet I’m better.” Bumanat siya.“Gerry, I never touched your sister, kiss lang kami” I defended.“Kaw pa! Well, maybe she hasn’t discovered your big tool yet…” I was surprised with what he’s saying.“Actually, mejo dried up na nga ako eh, tagal nang wala”He winked at me, trying to tell something, I know what he meant, di nya natapos coz Gina arrived na. Then we left for the date. After that, let’s just say Gerry and I had more “play station II sessions” once in a while… this time, we were just playing with each other joysticks.